Born Woman.

It´s sounding weird when i put these choose of words out of my head. I should be in silence and enjoy the memories. That should be enough. But as i told you today before. As I let the truth goes for a walk, you already know how much i feel it. I´m scaried, ´cause everytime I love i feel insecure, and friendship is worst than boyfriends. And God, i tast the lips of my dreams. The lips of my muse. And i was the beautifull experiencie I´ve ever had. No mouth got so close of what i think about a magic kiss. What i think about two hearts, two tongues, one thing. And honestly, i´m in love with you as always. But it´s not like I ever had before. It´s not about sex, no...no...
It´s different of everybody, it´s not this kind of love 'I want you for me'. It´s something like 'I want to be around when your time come, and the show starts and the world gives up for you, girl'

You were born as woman. As complete. You´re only 15, for four more days. But you´re giant. You´re my golden start and when I look at you i feel my world much smaller. Thanks for this. Fix two picies of people in one, make a heart beat and a soul free.
I´m so proud of you. And i know you can be bigger each day, each breathe. And it´s fucking amazing. You were born to shine and i´m glad that i found you. ´cause I need you so hard and I can´t imagine myself without you, even in a dream.

You´re my best friend, and that´s... is just what I need to breathe and build a smile.
It didn´t change a single feeling for you. Actually just make it bigger. I´m yours as a good friend.
It may sound wrong, but you´re the one. Thanks for beeing who I dreamed and thought you were.